jg1975-xx-xx.interview.ben-fong-torres.gdao-379555
Garcia, Jerry, 1942-1995, “Ben Fong-Torres interviews Jerry Garcia. Interview recorded circa 1975 for the documentary radio program “What was that?” broadcast on KSAN-FM in San Francisco [radio broadcast],” Grateful Dead Archive Online, accessed November 10, 2013, http://www.gdao.org/items/show/379555.
place at His Master’s Wheels, and there’s a snippet with Nicky Hopkins. I have
Jerry and Nicky et al. there working
on what would become Reflections
mostly in September-October 1975, so this seems the most likely timeframe.
with Bill Ham. They were having this festival there. 0118 chateau lovely place
that Chopin used to live in … art scene .. baronial trip … so we stayed there
near that little town of Auvers Van Gogh painting Church of Auvers … so we
played outdoors for the townspeople mayor chief of police families … a lot of
people got high … that was nice … little special treats …
couldn’t beat the Acid Tests
Spangled Banner
inspecting”
permeates. To go out when I hear a siren it’s a chill, it’s a cold flash. The
world is very wary.
you go out to the clubs?
Benson, someone who’s special who’s an older player. They are interesting to me
right now. The younger players are either like me or … derivative, in that same
sense that I’m derivative. Unless it’s something like the Wailers, something
hot or something good that’s coming to town, I don’t know. The club scene I
like it here because everybody gets to work a lot. There’s enough places and
enough good stuff happening. I think SF’s still got the hottest music scene
anywhere. NY doesn’t have the gigs that they have here. Neither does LA. -1300
gestalt is that I represent ethics, if I represent anything. That tends to be
the things that are most interesting to me, as far as what business is. As far
as the GD idea, what it has to do with business, a relation based on a certain
kind of ethics. ..
getting burned and so forth. So, I know how business functions, but I’m not
into it. It just isn’t something I’m into. I don’t really care. If it were
still the sort of situation where I’m gettin’ 5 bucks a week, I’d still be doin’
what I’m doin’. It hasn’t gotten to be a preoccupation.
getting ourselves into complicated situations that are a drag later. Like when
we were in a tremendous amount of debt to WB for making our expensive records,
14345 and when our manager Lenny Hart burned us, and those kinds of things [he
swallows … he noted earlier that Mickey was running tape] Those are just the
kinds of things that you expect to learn professionally, then it’s easier for
you to understand what’s going on so you know what not to do. So I’ve learned
about it reluctantly. “Is it right? Is this really the cool thing for us
to do?” obscure difficult to understand business decisions, like on Rakow
or whoever it is at the time, the head of the record company,
those situations on the level of creativity. The GD problem at this point has
to do with, we want somebody to turn us on with a new idea. We want somebody to
supply us with interesting new input in terms of [1525 I am thinking of John
Scher here, proposing the theater tour, everything managed by Monarch to the GD
Phil and Bobby xxx where was that info? xxx] the kind of format that we’ll go
out in. We’re asking promoters to give us something creative. Turn us on. Give
us something that’s different.
be done in spring. We’ve just gotten to the stage where it’s in assemblage, it’s
about a 6 hour assemblage. We’ve got a pretty good idea of what’s gonna be in
it and what isn’t. A lot of the music has been cut pretty well. What we’ve got
now is like a box of bones … before we had dust. The dust has been turned to
bones now, and now we have the bones, and it’s time to … we’re assembling the
skeleton. 1610 1625 anything else of substance? Puts on his huckster hat: “I’d
like to say a few words about transcendental meditation, if I may.”
studio. [conjecture: HMW?] The others are just normal. Columbia is kind of a
good studio, but it’s so sterile, it’s just a drag to be there. Wally Heider’s
is like … normal, and the Record Plant is normal. But it’s never happened up
here, the recording scene hasn’t, because the recording companies have never
put any bucks into San Francisco. There’s no authority up here, so there aren’t
people doin’ a lot of work. It works two ways. The disadvantage is that there
isn’t a big recording scene in SF. The advantage is that there isn’t a big
recording scene in SF.
here don’t want to do those kind of sessions.
in general. And now, this, HMW [yeah!] is working more than ever as a recording
studio. It’s starting to be well known on some circles. This is really a
quality studio, an excellent studio.
It works both ways because you could say … Big Brother they were bad, but they
were also great. It was a breakaway from “what’s good” … the idea
that what’s good is what’s steady is no better idea that what’s good is what’s
crazy. Any idea of what’s good or what’s bad is subjective. The whole SF thing,
the SF bands, showed that music 1903 it isn’t a question about music, it’s a
question about energy … if I had been in a position to be criticized from
someone in that world in those days, I would have had a rejoinder like ‘well,
the thing that’s wrong with Chicago is that it’s lame’.
playing that kind of gigs. We just burned out on that scene. After a certain
point it just becomes mechanical. That’s the thing that we don’t want to be –
we don’t want to be mechanical on that level. We would rather be able to
maintain some [sense of communication] with the audience, and maintain the
quality of it on that level. That’s sort of gotten to be the aesthetic problem
… [earlier it was problems of sound reproduction, which they have worked on] now
it’s how do we get it to feel good in these places?
focused in a kind of proscenium setup – here’s the stage,
with that energy, to get up and get your backbone moving. Better than sitting
around and getting weird.
Oh yeah. We were … my band, we were rehearsing over at SIR and the Tubes were
in there rehearsing. Their rehearsal scene is like more stringent than a
Broadway play. They rehearse like a bar at a time, their moves, they have like
a 7 o’clock dancer call, 8:30 is the band call, … they’re very serious on the
level of what amounts to stagecraft, and I can dig that – it’s just like a
musical or a play. The fact that they can do it with some wit, and enjoy it,
that’s tremendous. There’s an awful lot of discipline involved in what they do.
I would never be able to handle that.
ideas about that for GD?
us” – it’s not that kind of a performance. We’re more into seeing what the
moment will bring, and each situation is its own special thing, without any
kind of preconception.
on the bill, I always used to go to the back of the room and listen to the
bands. And a lot of my playing was structured on the basis of what I heard. I’d
say, “Oh no, that guy is playing an SG Custom”, and I’d notice that
the midrange xxx from back here can’t really distinguish the interior of his
lines … I would extrapolate on the basis of what I’d heard, because I wanted to
be able to make my guitar sound the way it sounded onstage. So, I’d study. You
don’t have an opportunity to hear yourself on stage 2433 , you can only guess
at what you sound like, but you don’t know. And in fact I don’t know.
regularly. Then in the last four or five years we worked so much that if we
rehearsed, learn new numbers, we’d just learn ’em before the gig. … the way our
band works is that every piece of material is in a state of evolution, none of
them are fixed. We don’t know what they’re gonna be … they turn into something
eventually, hopefully.
the Population Institute was JG ready to be a parent? Sex education, etc.
education, except for the fact that my mother was a nurse, and I had access to
medical texts and stuff like that. So my first education in terms of the
mechanics of sex had to do with reading medical books when I was seven or
something like that. 2715 did you feel free to ask your mom? JG yeah. How did
she feel? 2719 She was embarrassed, and so was I, subsequently. But as far as
like … I was definitely not ready to be a parent when I had our first kid, and
I never have been that kid’s parent, as a result. [it all worked out]
thing about being a parent, you have to remember where kids are … they’re human
beings, they are never anything less than human beings. My relationship with my
kids is … now they’re getting old enough that they’re really neat … has been
basically that they’re human beings and I’m ready to learn anything I can from
their experiences. I dig ’em, and I respect ’em, and I pretty much leave ’em
alone. I don’t have any special desires or wishes for them, I just want them to
do whatever they want to do. I mostly don’t want to hang ’em up. I’m anxious
not to pass on whatever my own difficulties are to them. [constantly changing]
about rise and fall of the Haight-Ashbury that period 66-68 question posed to
someone from UK 68 you first came over here to play the Carousel your sense of
what the contrasts
going on, at all.
over to Bill Graham
met us at the airport. He’d obviously been hearing about Peter. He really took
care of us, in more than one way.
also seems like not too much time at all. It seemed like a hundred years the
next day [after Longshoreman’s Hall and the Trips Festival]
Garcia Weir Lesh and BK were up on Mount Tam, “stoned”, driving
through the city, heard about it on the radio, made a stop at Cloud Alley,
which was always really weird, and went to the Longshoreman’s Hall [inaudible]
that thing more story Phil lady what this little séance needs is us!
one was some weird night club down in Palo Alto, then we did one at Muir Beach,
at the old Muir Beach lodge thing, and finally the Trips Festival … oh I think
[xxx] Fillmore Auditorium before or after the Trips Festival, around that time
were involved with that. Story of some guy who was making explosives, blew
himself through the wall of his parents’ house. 3525 trunks of his stuff at
1090 Page Peter and Rodney sort of inherited them … all kinds of weird
paraphernalia this guy Edmund I think was his name
Stanford … that’s what was going on down there, that’s what was interesting,
where you could go to get a meal, or sell a lid, or play, for that matter
50s, like the middle 50s, 55 or something, on television, there was some show
on that was like a documentary on people that were taking drugs that at that
time were said to create psychosis … that was their rap … and there was this guy
who was an artist, and they’d given him some, and have him do pictures before
and after 3900 That was the first thing, I was interested at that time. I
definitely wanted to try something like that, for sure. Everyone had been
smoking pot, maybe a little psilocybin, crystal meth, then 3920 all of a
sudden, bam, there was LSD.
that at the time. 4046
studio, weird record come from, Sound City,
I was concerned, it was the ultimate in entertainment.”
mathematical, mechanical. It was basically like a dead end, it stopped being
interesting. I never really decided, it was just ‘I can’t play this thing
anymore’. … LSD made me want to hear longer sounds, be freer, not be
restricted, musically, and not be such a victim of self discipline 4704 – banjo
is a heavy discipline instrument, and I just didn’t feel like getting that
serious, I didn’t want to have that much discipline, I didn’t want to express
that much discipline. Plus, the thing of being loud was great.
Novato for a couple of months, that later Don McCoy and that whole scene had. Unifiying
scene, had parties, got real high – it was nice. But mostly the thing about
being in SF was that’s where the gigs were – we could work there.
seen these people, smiled, lived a thousand lifetimes with them. JG never
wanted to engineer the Haight. “It always wrecks the best of everything”
most negative stuff. First thing was about a half a dozen meth freaks shooting
up some 12 year old 5158 … ground floor negativism … the east coast mentality
pouring energy into this scene and forming it into easy-to-identify bags. It’s
reductive – all those efforts were reductive. What was going on there, because
it was cosmic, or planetary at least, didn’t need that sort of stuff.
there before, which was this loose network of people that knew each other,
which still exists 5413 , only it’s much larger now, and incredibly more
secretive [!!!], because, you know, once bitten twice shy and all that shit.
5423
could just have some. We’d see that we’d been muddling along on extremely low
voltage … what is all this stuff?
of anything, really. I liked the Acid Tests when they were more chaotic, I
liked the HA when it was at its loosest.
point in the whole GD reasoning, such as it is. The real free thing was getting
up in morning, saying, wow, what a great day, let’s go play in the Park. That
was the real free thing. Spontaneity. That happened, a lot.
George’s funeral, who was a Hell’s Angel. One of the first times.
played on Haight Street …
Yes, but also there were people in the scene who wanted that confrontation, who
were anxious to get that kind of forum.
There was always that guy who sort of ‘let’s [xxx] the potential of this crowd
to violence, right now. That would be the guy. As far as I was concerned that
one guy, whoever he was, was the main asshole, regardless of who else was
playing in the game, whether it was the cops or the National Guard or any of
that. But whoever was dumb enough to provoke such an obviously violent thing, I
mean, what’s the point?
any level, it was all games [JG on politics] and nothing was gained, only that
it ended that much sooner. Weird, really weird.
window “happy freaks – lovely, but of high nuisance value” 6540
months
didn’t run anymore. He [Hunter] had this Dodge, which actually ran pretty good.
I was livin’ in the back seat of my Cadillac and he was livin in the back seat
of his Dodge in this lot in East Palo Alto. Hobos together for a couple 2-3
years.
knows what it’s like. He’s seen the rest of us blunder. 7005 JG seeks out
places where people won’t hassle him. “that’s one of the nice things about
being a certain kind of celebrity – at least I don’t have that TV show, it’s
not like Johnny Carson or something. Most people don’t know or care who I am or
anything like that. It’s only if I hit the hip places that I get recognized, so
it’s kinda cool. But Hunter, he’s real paranoid about it, for sure. He doesn’t
want …”
… at that time he was writing crazed crystal-freak mad imagery … crazed, meth-freak 7110 kinds of
elaborations 7145 early songs were too unwieldy, too wordy. That was before we
learned about the little niceties of songwriting, like you should leave room
for people to breathe and stuff like that.
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